Every night, I soak for an hour in a warm bath with lavender essential oil to relax my mind and body. While in the tub, I like to close my eyes and focus on my breathing. Other times, I buy a book and read it while letting my body enjoys the warmness...

Nowadays, finding someone to fuck is easy peasy. Some lads are even willing to offer themselves to me. But do you know what the hard part is? That would be finding a lad who is really good at fucking. I mean, the majority of lads know how to fuck but...

I've been itching to find a bloke who would be willing to be my pet. Someone who is comfortable with giving up control, letting me take in charge for a change. I want them to obey my orders or else a punishment is in order.

It may not really obvious but I have a mind that is dirty enough for a lad's knob to be hard and throbbing. And what I want right now is to find a lad who is more than willing to know the things running on my dirty mind.

To be spoiled with affection is the main goal. I tend to cuddle after a good session of shagging, it helps me calm down from an earth-shattering orgasm. What would be your post-sex ritual? Do you like cuddles or need to have space after?

My approach to sex was open, wild, and free, but that was before, I want to know what I missed out on. I wonder if there's anyone here who can make me feel alive again and would satisfy such a specific and insatiable needs of mine.